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'Squirrel Red One' is just coz i love squirrels..I think he's saying 'Whoops- lost me nut!'
Keep on Trying... like the 'Little Engine Who Thought He Could...'
This is a photo of my dad & me. It was taken in 1976 and I'm about 3 yrs old.
Dad, thanks for coming to see me last month. I'm sorry I wasn't able to meet you off the plane or go out to dinner or anywhere but it was good having you around.
The highlight of his visit? He took me for a walk. Around the block. Yeah, doesn't sound like much right? But it was for me. So. Combed my hair, pulled on my sneakers, and off I tottered thru the front gate.
I was in the outside world for the first time in over a year. It felt good. Taking in the scenery and fresh country air, past 3 houses, round the corner, past 2 more houses... I had to rest. I sat on the curb, trying to catch my breath. I was so excited, talking wildly about whatever popped into my head. My dad was looking at me like he thought I was mad. I didn't care. I was happy. When I able to, we strolled on. My eyes were scanning the ground for any li'l treasures (like old coins, rocks, jewellery etc. I've always been a bit of a bower-bird)... I loved looking at everything we passed - an old tumbledown wooden shed, the house so hidden behind trees and vines I almost forgot it was there, the shop with the peeling paint and lopsided verandah, the uneven concrete, a toddler waving from his mum's porch, me waving back... all the little everyday things that I missed so much. Past another 5 houses, then stopping for another breather. Secretly I was wondering if I really could walk the whole way... while hoping wildly that I would. A few more steps, have to sit down again. My legs were shaking like jelly. And as I sat on the curb gasping and sputtering, something ocurred to me. It didn't matter if I couldn't make it- what mattered was the trying. I burst out laughing. I was out of the house, God was with me, and I was ok. And it was in the trying I gained back something that I didn't even know I was longing for- my self respect. And I didn't find any treasures on that walk. Or did I?
PS I did walk right round the block. Next time I might not make it, but I know I'll have the integrity to try. And it might even be fun.